Never knew i would open my heart to a new guy whom i never expected to be with. He was just a friend to me eventhough i knew that he admired me that much since the day we first known each other. DENIAL! that's what my heart wants to say. There was this time when he tried to ask me some sort of questions which i already knew his aims for my answer. And which i kept on ignoring him and treated him not more than just a friend. Instead of giving him the right answer,i just asked him to give me some time to think about it.
At first i thought i would keeping on deny my feelings towards him but i can't.. i kinda missed how he cared for me,the way he kept n trying to win my heart and finally i have the courage to give him the answer but that time we kinda lost contact for a while.. When i was trying to give him that answer,i was devastated upon knowing him hooking up with another lady which i already know from the very start. Therefore i cancelled my plans to meet him. That's when i gave my heart a break for a while and flew to Aussie to ease my mind..
People says that there will be a second chance if God's willing to give that chance again. Once again , we kept in touch but we're not as closed just like we were before. Then suddenly i have the strength to greet him first. That's where it all started when we kept on replying comment and all that. We kinda get closer once again and he even tried to approached me and popped out that question.. And YES! that was my answer. And he was so glad that we're finally official as a couple.
Maybe i was so blind to see how sincere he is at the very beginning. But now i know that he really loves me that much. And so do i.. I love him so dearly and don't wanna let him go away.. He is the LOVE of my LIFE. The one i will spend my life with. I am hoping he feels the same way too..
my ONE & ONLY..
~ARIF FARHAN~
Devoted to u..
Nessy!
