“I have so many different personalities in me and I still feel lonely.Give me life, give me pain, give me myself again"
Thursday, 16 June 2011
~The day i knew him~
I remember on that cold and frosty morning,someone with an ID 'me in boxer' would greet me. I wasn't aware of something that would happen 'coz all i wanted was a new friend and a new life after being dumped by my ex...
After introducing ourselves and meet up each other via 'SKYPE',i felt something weird is happening to me.I just can't explain how i feel after looking at him for the very first time. I felt butterflies in my tummy..WEIRD...
And there it goes again,i felt that strange feeling again everytime he says 'hi' to me. Oh my gosh,am i falling in L.O.V.E again??? Do i have to tell him how i feel??or should i keep it to myself?? But i just can't fight this feeling any longer.. How am i supposed to tell him that i have feelings towards him?? I'm so damn scared. Scared of getting hurt again,scared of what he got to say that will only ruin our friendship. I really wish i have the guts to tell him how i feel.. =(
Day by day,we begin to be so closed as we often texting with eachother,talking thru the phone and we meet up via 'SKYPE'. Then,one day we were having this serious conversation about feelings.I myself still not sure of what i am going to tell him 'coz i really can't keep it anymore. It all started with a look. I began to feel so down and he suddenly asked me why do i look so sad. I'm not ready to tell him but he seems to force me to tell him. So,i gave him a hint,i said that i'm in L.O.V.E. But the funny thing is he thought that i'm in love with someone else and not knowing that the guy that i meant was actually,HIM..But then again and again he keeps on forcing me to tell him. I really can't help it,finally i told him the whole damn truth..'That Guy was..U..'
And from that very moment he was burst into tears. All this while he reads all my status that i used to updated in one of the 'social-network' i'm into. He just can't believed that i fell for him.. Gosh..what was i thinking that time.. Only God knows how i feel that day. It was a relief though it scares me to hell. Waiting for his response and all that makes me feel so embarrassing.. Without any responses from him,he suddenly logged out and leaving me with no answers.. I was totally B.L.A.N.K...
The next day,was the day that changed everything. It was totally unexpected as he suddenly texted me. I can't explain how i feel that day.. I'm touched.. :'(
With a blink of an eye,i myself cried with tears of J.O.Y... We both declared as a C.O.U.P.L.E... That was the day i knew him..
=)
VV (this is actually our signature -his nickname and my name)
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this is just a few of my story..will update again later.. ;)
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