~ Eyes Wide Open ~

My computer clock says Tues 2:35 AM. It's not as though I've been able to think straight this past week, due to my inability to cope well with lack of sleep. My eyes are drooping, and falling flat on my face from some mild form of fatigue would be the most logical thing to do. But, at this point, too much of my mental energy is also going into trying hard to adjust to a newfound state of busy-ness that is not anymore limited to 'productive summer breaks' (I used to spend my so-called Va-Cay, working). So many of my dreams are coming true (working with certain orgs and on certain projects) and I can't wait to take on each and every one of them.
 I thank God for work opportunities and the patience to take on each task and job I get. I crave being busy, having meetings to go to, paperworks to get done, places to visit and attending events. I love and want to do this kind of thing.
 Can I just say something, though... I have to get used to not being able to find the many quiet times I used to so enjoy, the free time I could use to do things like finish reading not one HALF of a book, but SEVERAL books.Of course, I go on my blog and find that I can be somewhat alone there for a moment, so here I am, venting to you at almost 3 in the morning. =p I'm not sure whether to flinch or savour it as the thought of the real world (or REEL world?) pierces my skin. All I know is you're "only as good as your last job" so you keep working hard for every day. I still can't sleep. I've been venting for an hour now, typing, deleting, typing deleting, typing. I realize that, maybe, I am just looking forward to the things I know I will be accomplishing this year (think positive!). With an average of 5 hours nightly, voluntarily or involuntarily, how do some people still make the most of each 'marathon' day? How do you start a new day when you haven't even ended the previous one yet? Gotta learn, gotta learn...
 Tick tock. I have to be up by 7 AM. Cheers!