~ the FEAR of FEELING~

she can.
she can't.
not here.
nor there.
voice uncommitted.
mind is blocked.
doesn't know what to expect.
pretty anxious.
but there's faith.
spinning aimless.
then she's found.
breathing.
excited.
nervous.
drained and filled again.
she hides you inside.
pumps her blood alive.
prepared.
but scared.
laughing.
battling.
plunging.
in love.
in search.
for something

to stop her

from

fearing

FEELING...

p/s : I am telling the truth,it's not only a words..hmm..I can lie,I can deny about anything but i never lie and deny about my feelings.. If i do,i don't meant it..I only need time in telling everything.. 

:)